Abbu was the only one in this world who truly cared for me and Audree with genuine love. The only man in this world who loved Audree Unconditionally with all his heart and soul. The only person I could vent to without hesitation or judgment, whose heart cried for us and loved us unconditionally. He wasn't just my father; he was my best friend, my philosopher, my guide, my light in the darkness, my whole world. He even took on the role of mother for us when my mother was busy.
I have become an orphan, with nothing left in me. I know I probably won't live a long life because my father was my lifeline. I decided I will never again celebrate my birthday.
My final desire in this world would be to rest beside him when I depart. No one made me feel safer and more at home than Abbu.
رَّبِّ ارْحَمْهُمَا كَمَا رَبَّيَانِي صَغِيرًا
Rabbir hamhuma kama Rabbayani Sagheera
"My Lord, have mercy upon them as they brought me up [when I was] small."
Abbu, I will wait for you. I can't wait to meet you again, see you, and talk to you. Come to my dreams at least, let me tell you I am sorry and I love you more than anything in the world.
Until I meet you again, I will search for you in every dream and every reality, and in every corner of my heart. মায়া .. মায়া ..মায়া .. আমার আব্বু ..
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